i stil love him !

i miss yew .
i miss yer smile ..
i miss yew sow damn much !
but y ? yew hurted me lyke tat ? y do yew mess things lyke tis ? i really and nver wan things to mess up ! but then , u messed it up !
anyway , yew shu tell me earlier ! the first day yew text me and ak me y i really wanna dance with yew . and i refusd to answer .but yew kept on forcing me to tell yew the truth . n i DID . yes . i DID .and yew said " i do lyke yew . but i don wan things to happen lyke my bro and sis . " so yeah . i understand .i know wat tats mean . u REJECTED me . and at the same time , u ask me back the same quetions , i REJECTED yew back . ngeh !
the second day , yew suddenly text me and said " im not satisfied about yesterday " .adn i was lyke " wth ? y ? . and he explained . and so on .. then suddently u ask me this quetions ".......(see ! i forgotten bout it . sorry :( )" and i said "huh ?! i thought u were the one who rejected me -.- "and he said "i thought u were the one who rejected me " . and we were both confused . haha . then i 4get wat happen . thus suddenly TER-couple .stupid ! stupid ! (i regret it ! and u were the one who forced me to couple with u ! damn ! stupid ! shit ! )

then on the fifth day , he texted me about 12 somethinbg lyke tat in the afternoon . kept on texting .i a menwhile , i was texting JASON. and so yeah . and at about 4pm lyke tat , i was about to go swimming with my cuzzies . and so we did . then i went home at about 8 something . i was so tired . so i went to my bro room . lying on this bed . was wating for HIM to text me . and i waited till i fall asleep -.- . adn when i woke up , it was 1am something and i quickly check my phone . there were6 msg from JOSHUA .the first msg was

1.)hye .

2.)tmrw ma credit xpired . im so sorry . i don wan to hurt ur feeling .

3.)actually , this whole relationship , i don really wan it . i don wan things to hapen lyke my sis and bro .

4.)im sorry . i don think im a good guy for u cuz deep insidei im a street thug . im sorry .

5.)im trully sorry

6.)tis thing really needs to end . jus forget bout me . im sorry . don need to reply . gudbye .

gawd. i was lyke " wat the hell ! " and none of those msg i replied adn i was very SAD . EXTREMLY SAD !
everyday i tried to forget bout u . n i did . but suddently , ur face , ur smile adn ur voice was on my mind . i was badly hurt ! i felt lyke cursing yew . but i cant . cuz y ? because i felt sorry for u ! but nemine . still hated u . but still lyke u .